Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Prayer to God Opens Us to Our Brothers and Sisters

It is a difficult and even formidable thing to write on prayer, and one fears to touch the Ark. Perhaps no one ought to undertake it unless he has spent more toil in the practice of prayer than on its principle. But perhaps also the effort to look into its principle may be graciously regarded by Him who ever liveth to make intercession as itself a prayer to know better how to pray. All progress in prayer is an answer to prayer—our own or another’s. And all true prayer promotes its own progress and increases our power to pray.

The worst sin is prayerlessness. Overt sin, or crime, or the glaring inconsistencies which often surprise us in Christian people are the effect of this, or its punishment. We are left by God for lack of seeking Him. The history of the saints shows often that their lapses were the fruit and nemesis of slackness or neglect in prayer. Their life, at seasons, also tended to become inhuman by their spiritual solitude. They left men, and were left by men, because they did not in their contemplation find God; they found but the thought or the atmosphere of God. Only living prayer keeps loneliness humane. It is the great producer of sympathy. Trusting the God of Christ, and transacting with Him, we come into tone with men. Our egoism retires before the coming of God, and into the clearance there comes with our Father our brother. We realize man as he is in God and for God, his Lover. When God fills our heart He makes more room for man than the humanist heart can find. Prayer is an act, indeed the act, of fellowship. We cannot truly pray even for ourselves without passing beyond ourselves and our individual experience. If we should begin with these the nature of prayer carries us beyond them, both to God and to man. Even private prayer is common prayer the more so, possibly, as it retires from being public prayer.

Not to want to pray, then, is the sin behind sin. And it ends in not being able to pray. That is its punishment spiritual dumbness, or at least aphasia, and starvation. We do not take our spiritual food, and so we falter, dwindle, and die. “In the sweat of your brow ye shall eat your bread.” That has been said to be true both of physical and spiritual labour. It is true both of the life of bread and of the bread of life.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Laurel

You are my only love. 
You are closer than all others— 
All others whom I love, 
And those who love me. 
Whence came this love? 
It was born of you 
In your love for me. 
Yet beyond even you 
It came from Him 
Who is love Himself.

He, too, has a Bride. 
I meant to say 
I, too, have a Bride. 
For He has always had His Bride 
Before even the world began. 
Time was not with Him.
In His heart 
She was born to Him 
Who for her sake 
Became Man, and lived, 
And living, died. 
His full love for her 
Won her wondering heart 
On Calvary’s hill.

I am in Him 
And He in me. 
I, with all others, 
Am also His Bride, 
But this He did for me, 
He gave me His Bridegroom’s love 
To love you for ever. 
To love you where my mind, 
Lost in its loveless ego, 
Loved me more than others.

I, too, have been to Calvary,
First to curse and then to kiss. 
His love destroyed the ego, 
Bringing it to life again
As the new self, lost in Him. 
Else I had never loved you 
With ought but ego love, 
Seeking you for myself
And not for you.

Each day His Calvary love kills 
Old ego that would rise. 
Each day His pristine love 
Repristinates my own
Until I love afresh 
With Calvary love— 
God’s agape that grows 
Beyond romantic love
Which hides Man’s ego love: 
So does His love 
Love you, through me.

This love’s a mystery. 
Daily the Marriage Feast 
Draws nearer in our time, 
But in our time delights to be 
As it one day will be 
In time’s full time. 
Now in our love the Feast is here 
And you love me 
As I love you 
With Calvary Bridal love. 
And ever will.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Lord, You Are My Love

Lord, You are my love,
You alone I love, and all my loves
Are in the loving of You. Yet You
Came first in your love; In Your
Mysterious predestining, fixing my life,
Planning my destiny before the world began.
 
You are my love and when I wake—
Time and again in the many nights—
There is sometimes the faint line of dread,
Sometimes the inner terror of the Holy One,
And I fear lest I have offended You.
Then Your love comes—reassuring—
And in Your word, and on my knees,
And in the secret places
Of my secret heart, there is a tryst—
A man and God affair
Of love inexpressible. I weep
And seem to hear You too,
Not weeping as I, but with me, for me,
And the pain becomes a precious pain,
A rich suffering in joy,
And I am one with You.

Oh Triune Lover, persistent One
Who never leaves me night and day
But moves within my dreams, and lives within
My daily awakenings, hear of my love.
More than faint intimations
Are the visitations and the ‘never-leavings’
That I have known these years of all my life.

Sometimes my thoughts of leaving You grow strong
And with the thought bewilderment fast grows,
And, like the Psalmist, in my heart I cry,
‘Whither, Lord, shall I go from Thy presence?
Thou art not only the Eternal One
Being the Everywhere I’d go, but of Thee
And from Thee, I am what Thou have made me.
Separation intolerable
My inner spirit dreads.
Such loneliness apart from Thee
Is more than Hell itself, yet Hell’s substance
That void the rebellious know’.
Why in this night—this early morn—
Do I speak to You, speak thus?
Why does this moan escape my lips?
Why does my heart complain

When all You’ve ever shown
Is holy love to me? Ah, yes,
The rub lies there, the hurt, the pain,
That You are holy, You are pure,
And I am not. Strange truth and fact
That though You holy be and I am not
Your love enwraps my soul and spirit
Like a protecting mantle, a healing cloak
That cleanses as it loves, loves as it purifies
And makes me one with You,
Your inner heart to mine and mine to You.
This is the mystery—the pained alternation
Of love and fear, of fear and love—
The mystery that’s my life
From when conceived until this now
And ‘til the death that’s life
Releases me from pain and joy
Of the present mingling.

The present mingling is the grace
And love that I and God are one.
This is the dread that comes to me—the commingling
Of human flesh and Your dread Deity
Catching me up to all eternity
In a resistless love. Why then
Do I moan in the deep night
At the painful delight of present union,
Future joy and ecstasy—not Dionysian but pure
As love makes serene for ever?
Why should my heart complain
Except its shame should make me long
For the Then to be Now—the Then I dread
As now I dread, and yet adore?

Ah Lord! I love You deep,
Deeper than all my secret heart,
Deeper than Heaven and Hell themselves.
Your love once captured me
Even before I saw the Tree:
But all the time the Tree was there
With You, in You, for me, for them.
One word from You is spoken not
But in the Cross, and by the Cross,
And through the Cross, and from its self
Till Christ in all his love—
And Spirit-love along—
Ushers my trembling heart to You
Till all Your Fatherhood Embraces me for ever.

Dear Lord there’s no complaint,
Only the plaint gentle, the tender plea
That I may tell with power You give,
The everlasting love—the mercy full—
That lifts to love’s most holy height
And there retains for ever
The transformed spirit.
Lord, I plead,
Never release me from the noble call,
That dignity most high—that ministry
That makes the heart of me melt to be
One with Your love forever;
One as I tell Your love, in quivering tones
From depths that measure cannot know,
Your depthless, breadthless, heightless love
That captures me for ever,
And in its capture captures all
Its utter holiness had planned
For time and all eternity.



From All Things of the Spirit, by Geoffrey C. Bingham, p.97-99.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Where Lay His Head?


Safe in their nests the snuggling birds, 
Deep in its lair, protected in its hole, 
The fox cub often hunts, or hunted is; 
But on the broad face of his own created earth 
Christ roams without a place to lay his head.
 
To lay his head?! But Martha’s house was his, 
And Peter’s, too, and others loved him fair. 
How say we then he has no lair, no nest, 
No place secure, no love from friends?
He walked on earth as love embodied!
 
They loved with passionate love who lived so close, 
Who heard the rich voice cry out the truth 
And saw the dear body break and bleed 
On the cross of cruel strain; they loved
Until their hearts of pain wept tears.

And yet it’s true—the cruelty of men 
Bound in Adamic hate and fear, they cannot cry 
‘Come gracious Lord and dwell in me!’ 
They turn upon their lusts of life 
And spurn the Holy One who loves.
 
I, too, know somewhat of the fear. 
I know the rejection of the words I speak, 
And in my nightly dreams I feel 
The sadness of the hostile hearts 
That scorn the love I long to give.
  
This is the fellowship of ours, 
The walking in the lonely place with him, 
But yet secure in compassionate pain, 
Knowing rejection does not condemn